Reasons for my 3 weeks of absences

Finally everything decided...forms handing in tomorrow along with my awful personal statement. I was even intending to post it here but.... for the sake of everyone's eyes....i better... not.

Arche is a long way ... something that I have never dream of. But I believe you have much better determination than me. =]

Bless me

I am exhausted, frustrated, depressed.

and i DO NOT look forward to the interviews (if I can even have the chance)