Finally everything decided...forms handing in tomorrow along with my awful personal statement. I was even intending to post it here but.... for the sake of everyone's eyes....i better... not.
Arche is a long way ... something that I have never dream of. But I believe you have much better determination than me. =]
I am exhausted, frustrated, depressed.
and i DO NOT look forward to the interviews (if I can even have the chance)
最討厭主打 'Girlfriend'
獨愛這首
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm
Thailand was......goooooood!
eat sleep shop all day!
first day of school.. and this school is PACKED with ASIAN people...
really scary... really
and i don't like my new timetable, they have messed up my furthermaths and chemistry... now i can't have them both unless i change to do econ instead ... how horrible.
glad that my room is quite nice... big and comfortable
This is before
and ..... 2hrs after
simply because I was in thailand for 5 days :P
and amazingly :P I did loose some weight instead of gaining O_o
今年突然好掛住香港... =(
好掛住ice ice~~ hahaha ~
好掛住zoeeeee~~
好想見返d 小學同學.... xD
trials 成績都出的七七八八....
日文... 好彩啱啱入到90.... xD 90.5 hahaha !!
數學... 今日老師比左個idea 比我地... 都覺得好d... 覺得自己有機入到Band 3 = notation band 6 xD
art ... 冇溫書都攞到16.8/20 = = .... ranking 跌左小小.... 排10 out of 43... 都ok...
英文禮拜5 先黎 = =；； 數學3u... 5係好想要... 聽日應該返黎...*祈禱中.........
啊媽快d 返黎la... 我5 想再諗聽日食咩餸ar.................. T^T 日日住中餐.... 諗餸都諗頭都爆.......... 救命....
開始要選課啦........................................................... *迷茫中...................
keep on Looping n looping whole morning......
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Caberat 06... with my horible violin
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
(Music Intro)
Here i go
so dishonestly leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can see right through me
so let me go
and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one(x3)
You are my only my only one
i m reading hp7...
more than half way through...
of course i read it during work =]
hea hea hea hea hea everyday.....comics....chatting with my 'guardian'...forums...msn...hp7...
work? i think this come last.
haha
yea
i am back
back to where i went last year
not so much fun
but less work to do
and my 'guardian' became my collage XDDDD
this is so funny
hea 下 hea 下涼下冷氣 又有雞碎咁多嘅車錢收 但求叫做無浪費到個summer 就算...
but...... i haven't get started on my CV yet... T_T
好耐沒有更新blog 喇
所以有好多好多野要寫… 至於記5記得… 又是另外一回事。
今天過得認真‘痲痲’….
這幾天，天氣轉涼，最近都好多人病了….
一早到學校， 第1堂英文，半班都不在…
坐我隔離 michelle 都不在。 聽説她禮拜3 才回來…
Annie 又不在… 結果，英文堂的一個鈡，自己一個好無聊地過…
數學堂 也是一樣地荒唐…. 老師一樣地覺得自己好勁… 事實上，班上每一個學生，都當她冇道….淒涼的是，她根本就5 知道。
Lunch 時，走了去圖書館做野， 想有一個所謂productive 既時間... = = 估5 到，我地前幾排轉了個新的圖書館的管理人。果然人太好不是太好的.... 我們的圖書館變成了酒家一樣吵~~ =.=
返屋企，阿媽累了，同家姐吵架，自己衰多口，講錯野， 又比阿媽囉嗦了半個鈡… =.=
上個禮拜，天氣非常差… 狂風暴雨… 令我諗起香港的 ‘黃/紅/黑色暴雨警告’可惜，澳洲沒有這樣的東西… =.=
狂風暴雨也帶了好多麻煩。我們的屋頂溜水…=.= 結果，外面下雨，我們屋裏也在下雨。後來，阿媽慌慌張張地打了電話叫SES (STATE EMERGENCY)來。住屋真麻煩。
又要向zoeyee 講聲對不起。寫好的信，還未寄…. ><
後日又考試…. 好煩… 自己好懶惰…. 一點推動力都冇… 什麽辦…..
上個禮拜，隨手拿了一本書來看，叫....... 5記得哈哈~ 好似係 ‘神經外科的黑色笑話？好好睇，笑死我.... 我整輩子都5 會看書，都日日追黎睇~ ..............
